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TODAY IS WEDNESDAY. TWO DAYS BEFORE VACATION AND I AM ALMOST COMPLETELY EMPTY. I PRAY TO SEE GOD'S MAJESTY IN THE COLORADO ROCKIES. I PRAY TO BE SO FILLED UP AND BLESSED WITH HIS GLORY.

I THINK TODAY WAS THE DAY THAT ALMOST BROKE THE CAMELS BACK--LITERALLY, AND I WAS THAT CAMEL. YOU KNOW, COME TO THINK OF IT, I AM LIKE ONE OF THOSE TWO-HUMPED CAMELS AND THOSE HUMPS ARE FULL OF BURDENS/WEIGHTS I AM CARRYING AROUND. UGH . . . I AM TIRED OF CARRYING THEM. THEY HAVE COMPLETELY DRAINED ANY LIFE GIVING WATER INSIDE ME RIGHT NOW.

I CANNOT MAKE ANY LIFE-CHANGING DECISIONS IN THE MENTAL STATE I'M IN; HOWEVER, I AM SERIOUSLY CONSIDERING REDUCING WORK SCHEDULE QUITE A BIT. I REALLY WANT TO LIVE WAY BELOW MY MEANS--TO NOT WORRY ABOUT EVERY PENNY EARNED AND DOLLAR SPENT.

TRULY - I COULD CARE LESS ABOUT GOING ON VACATION--IT SOUNDS LIKE A LOT OF WORK AND I'D RATHER JUST STAY HOME.

OH GOD - PLEASE FILL ME UP - I AM EMPTY.
MAD